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Seven Stages of Grief

by Orion Saiph

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1.
What is it that awaits us? my son Pain, grief and sorrow. All I cannot see in your eyes Everything you don’t deserve Did you see that man? He doesn’t want to see the world The world doesn’t want to see him We want to play our part in the biggest of all games but this trail of tears leads nowhere There’s so much suffering in a path that is full of questions, maybe, it’s better not to ask. Pain, Grief, Sorrow. I still can see that hole in my father’s chest There was no other choice but death and I don’t want no death for you Because you don’t deserve it Because your eyes are still clear
2.
Final Spring 06:02
He looks into that place where he will finally rest His name is written in the stone He bought it years ago His wife’s dead body in the next tomb A new life begins without her Illness left her in bed And she behaved like he was to blame The lack of hope turned into rage When the end is near, my final spring Leave this pain behind, eyes open wide I wanna live, my time is running out I wanna feel, the blood run through my veins (once again) Years passed in that room Day by day looking after her A silent yearning for freedom inside When the end is near, my final spring Leave the pain behind, eyes open wide I wanna live, my time is running out I wanna feel, the blood run through my veins (once again) Ashamed of all these feelings Please forgive me where you are I hope you can understand Looking through the window everyday’s the same Too many years of suffering turn love into hate Now you’re gone this anguish ends for both of us Drowned in the pain so empty but… I am still alive
3.
The Bride 04:54
It’s been a while since I first met you Still in youth, already dying Alive… like a cramp running through my spine Like a cramp, running through my spine Give me something to believe in Because this is not the first time I’ve tried it Sharing failure and frustration Talking about the deepest of all our wreckages Falling, aren’t we all falling? It’s been a while since I first met you Still in youth, already dying Already doomed to understand you Already doomed and almost dying Souls in holy communion Together in one soul cry Take me away out of myself Make me forget all the rest… So let me wake up inside of this dream So close the door…and leave me here Enjoying the fresh air Just one second before you hit the ground Enjoying the fresh air Just one second before...
4.
Serotonin 07:20
Is this what I have been searching for? The corners of my mind Twisting like a shadow Dwelling in the dark Many times I’ve wondered If the choice was ever there If we read what we feel inside or if we are what we’ve read When the floor starts to tremble and your hands can’t reach the walls, because you can’t see further than the fear that you feel Breathing slowly will not do when there is no air Is this what I asked for? I thought the end was near Living with no future Means living with fear. Because many times I’ve wondered How everything works Did I write my sentence or was I sentenced since I was born? If you change the path that you have walked Would it change the way you see? Could you change the way you see? And if you could Do you think you can still be called you?
5.
Distant Sun 04:39
Anxiety, prosperity Will to live, deathwish Two great wars, a third to come, Grain of sand, speck of dust... Oh, Saiph, sometimes I wonder how many names you have? and you little man how were you fooled with your little plans? How many eyes have seen you since the first times? Oh, Saiph! Sometimes I wonder... You sat on that hill Watching the bombs fall You painting the streets with your blood Nobody cares until it’s too late Why are you wasting your gifts?
6.
There’s no time for golden lords No place to hide, no place to run Now I believe in breaking the wheel of game Pray to the seven if you think it’s safe... or brave Doriar udra pōnto syt eman. Mērī jemī ivestran. Ēlī Astaprot istan. Astaprot dohaertrossa sīr yno inkot iōrzi, dāeri. Bring them, I have a new message Show them the path to change it You should kiss this cross It will be your final home ‘Cause your screams will be their favourite song Please, take your clothes off and listen close to what’s coming… No more chains around my neck It’s time to kill the masters… …burn them all.
7.
The higher up, the greater the fall So you stayed round here for a while Once more in my table one more to drink my wine Wasn’t it enough? No, you had to rape her You stayed round here for a while We had fun together, everything was fine Always wanting more There’s nothing left Many times you tried to warn me but I will seek revenge Blind… revenge Cry of the universe Cry for the fall For the giant’s fall Cry of the universe Cry for the fall For the hunter’s fall Walk the sky as a reminder that every great power will come to an end The scorpion shows and you will set Highest power insignificant death

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released April 16, 2018

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